Due to the recent uptick in this sort of behavior, I’d just like to take a moment to remind everyone about the rules of this forum, specifically this part:
Please only come on here when you’re sober. Posting under the influence brings the whole community down, and hurts people other than yourself.
I don’t like to sound like a cry baby, but I’ve been finding it to be a bit triggering.
It makes me reflect back on my bad days of drinking. It also reminds me of how good I felt drunk, even though I was so destructive towards myself. I guess the reflection can be a good thing, but I just dont like the conflict that arises from it.
Getting drunk meant cutting myself, and I’m trying not to live in that past anymore. I guess I cant avoid it forever, it’s my reality I will probably always struggle with.
Also I’d like to clarify it’s not just talking about alcohol that triggers me, I can handle talking about it. It’s more the combative and/or euphoric posts that sends me right back to my drinking days.
For me, it’s the cannabis posts. Amazing how much I still crave that high whenever people talk about the stuff, and this is after nearly three decades of being clean. Not addictive my arse.