I was depressed, suicidal. My pdoc hospitalized me. I had 8 ECT treatments. It was horrible to be sedated and waking up afterwards just disorientated and not able to remember anything.
After my 8 th treatment, i said stop and left the hospital, still ass depressed if not more, than before my treatment.
Now im drinking a homebrewed “poppy tea” and drink a glass of wine in an attempt to forget the treatment, and just the effort gives me light feeling of joy. I want to forget the treatment.
For some, ECT is a miracle cure, for others just yet another failed attempt to beat the depression.
I am not diagnosed with, Depression officially, but I know how low it feels to hit rock bottom, as this has happened to me a lot of times - even to the point of suicide attempts.
If you think this drug works, I would consider it. What do you mean by a strict diet? Is it a weight gainer?
If you take maoinhibitor, like Isocarcoxazide, you have to avoid aged meat, and cheese and soya and other things that contains tyramine. But that’s no problem, last time i took it, it helped a bit, now i cant remember why i stopped?
I’m worried that I have set myself up in my car for ECT. By turning the key to the ignition, I am giving ect to other people outside the car by way of the battery.
Thanks, seksoempirico, the damage done was minor, but i will definately say no if asked again. At the moment i am dealing with my depression with some alcohol and some opium / poppy tea from my garden, but i really need a chemical fix so i can function without alcohol and popppy tea.