Rarely lonely like this

I really tried today to manage everything.
Here is 2am can’t sleep and need friends…

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I completely aranged apartment, need maybe 15 min to finish tomorrow…
But can’t go like this any more, it’s getting hard.

And like Chris Martin said
“Thanks a lot and good bye”…

The holiday season can get SOOOOOOO lonely. I feel for you. Is there anything I can do?

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No @PinCushion, you are heart :heart_decoration:
I just needed to vent.
Thank you so much…

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I’m sorry you’re so lonely. Hang in there! Do you have family you can get together with?

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Problem is I have no one of my relatives.
Today I had been reminded not to call so much (two times)…
Father told me twice i had to manage my depts and Food on my own…
Brother, i called him 8 times until he answered…

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I cant return all the money I borrowed…

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That’s tough. Can you remain on disability while working part time?

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Nobody here wants schizophrenics…
My neighbour asked man who employes disability folks to work for him, manual job.
When he heard im on meds and have MI he said no…

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I’m sorry. That must have hurt you.

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Im used to a lot of crap, but my “family” sits on money, watches tv… I need 60$ and cant get it…
My poor cousin already gave me money twice, i cant ask for more…

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Zannah, Thanks for being here…
You might think that its not much, but my disability is 140 $

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That doesn’t sound good at all. How much do your weekly groceries cost?

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There have been some folks in my life who were my friends, my age… They are not here any more.
I remember once you wrote about your friend, who didn’t have money for meds…
I guess I’ll return some stuff and money, but this absence of those people hurts…
I have few now, but it’s just waste of my energy…
Its just the cruelty that bites me…

Thanks @Zannah @PinCushion, i think i ll go sleep now…

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