I’m sorry for anything in advance, due to me not wanting to sound disrespectful Twords any of your culture. I am 17 years old dealing with very unkind voices which use your culture in an attempt to scare me from trying to learn. They say they are cheifs, sometimes totem guides, or even spirit them self. It makes me very sad, because I trust in a more peaceful view of spirit. They tell me i am in trouble with the totem guides. I made a mistake thinking that coyote was intimately close with me. I know it sounds very gross and maybe even brings disgust twords the dumb things i have thought through all of this. I cannot even begin to say how sorry I am to this spirit. I understand my elders are my elders, not some fantasy image. it is hard to seek out the difference. I need help from someone who understands. Hopefully you do not hate me. I need to understand that the spirits are kind.
Thank you,
maddie
you have a mental illness…
the native american spirits know this about you…
and therefore hold you in a loving 
space.
they do not judge you.
you are safe.
take care 
There’s at least one Native American poster…Claire she is nice and probably has no animosity towards you. Your hallucinations don’t make you sound bigoted in any way. You are a kind soul suffering. Native American culture is interesting btw
Yá’át’ééh, means Hello!
You have nothing to worry about, I feel no disrespect.
All of the Navajo healers i ever met were very kind and empathetic people, they would be more concerned with your spiritual and mental well being than anything.
As far as the spirits go i don’t believe you have offended any.
just some connections your mind has made do to the illness.
Ayóó ánóshní
Forgot to translate Ayóó ánóshní, means; love and hold you in high regard.
I should also add (from personal lessons) Spirituality in any form should not cause you fear and pain.
I found more comfort in science myself.
Spirituality should be used as a comfort, not a cure.
You need to protect your mind, which means finding a more solid outlet to focus on.
at least until you have more stable ground to work with.
I went the route of shamanistic healing and spiritual/ mystical cures.
It caused more damage to my psyche than anything else.
I wish someone would have told me that when i was struggling with spiritual delusions.
Stay strong!
Thank you! It is nice knowing from people with experience.
Yessss
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