I’ve met many nice people here so far who are fun to exchange posts with. I haven’t written this much in years tho, and I’m finding it hard. Like wading through a giant plate of half cooled agar agar hard. I don’t remember it being this hard years ago…
What can I do about it? Should I worry? Why do I feel bad/guilty about wasting people’s time? IRL everyone seems so much quicker than I and I stg I can feel their impatience with me.
As my understanding goes, there isn’t a lot that can be done about negatives. But a doctor could give you perspective or even suggestions. I don’t have negatives, but other places I’ve gotten advice is in meeting groups. I don’t know if they are active right now though.
As for feeling disheartened, we’ve all been there. It is a gradual process learning what limits this disease puts on you, and then a gradual climb educating yourself what you can do to deal with it. My heart goes out to you, I hope you can still find the good things to take your mind off of this.