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I often can’t swallow my food and have to barf it up.
this is now confidential .
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Led candles
burn my grave
i found peace
buried alive
i feel them
dripping
on my flesh
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i reach out to it
with a burning hand
a hot iron fist
waves back at me
i was scared
i had dirty shoes
he gave me light
i gave it kisses
he waves again
i felt the iron
grabbing me,
i got scared
and walked away.
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that face is just a mirror
in which my eyes stare
who knows what i’ll find
maybe more regrets
all i know
is my desire
to put it down.
a dog barks at night
a bird sings in daylight
a cock wakes me up
a cat meows
a â– â– â– â– â– listens
a falcon dominates the sky
Love Peep. You ever listen to his track “The Way I See Things”?
In one bar he goes -
Got a feeling that I’m not gonna be here
For next year
So let’s laugh a little before I’m gone
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Also some of Yung Lean’s slower stuff can get pretty emotionally heavy. It’s definitely more abstract though. “Agony” for example.
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Days when all birds flew.
Time after time,
People unite,
Making dime,
Reality as bait.
What is reality I may ask?
Game played,
Medals won,
Once retired,
Back to sun.
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I’m listening in a bit
The Rope - Currents
Sink slowly down
Replay the thoughts in your head
They’re poisoning me from within
In my own personal hell
I can’t save myself
Is this the calling of an empty voice or just another lie I believe?
It’s a little bit more than something I can explain, that feeling, that thought of failure in me
Do you ever look back and think on every choice while I’m dying silently?
Do you think that everything is meant to be, no take backs, no mistakes, just the design of things?
All these paths to take and you still can’t decide your fate
Indifferent, I guess, I’ll just bear the mark on my chest
When I’m thrown away, I’ll have somewhere new to be
I’m broken at best, I’ll still bear the mark on my chest
When I’m thrown away, I’ll have somewhere new to be
Born and raised, tied to an early grave
Disloyal to the end, I’m just the martyr you made
Memorizing our descent
I see the way it changes, I see the way the lie extends
Why won’t you answer me?
I’m screaming at the walls until something talks back to me
Is it too much to see
The way I deal with the pain, the way I bleed?
All these paths to take and you still can’t decide your fate
Indifferent, I guess, I’ll just bear the mark on my chest
When I’m thrown away, I’ll have somewhere new to be
I’m broken at best, I’ll still bear the mark on my chest
When I’m thrown away, I’ll have somewhere new to be
When I’m thrown away, I’ll have somewhere new to be
I let you take control, I let you be my home
I always thought we’d be ■■■■■■■indestructible
I’d bury this, I’d seal away the darkest part of me
I’d push it deep inside of me before it consumes everything
I turn and walk away cause I can’t look you in the face without reaching for the rope
If it were wrapped around my neck, you’d just sit back and watch me choke
You’d just sit back and watch me choke
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Did you wrote it?
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I did not, it’s a song by my favorite band, Currents
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Here’s another one by them. Sorry for the length. I really like this song. It’s called Shattered
The only thing I want is peace, but all I feel is ashamed
I’ve got these sick, sad thoughts and all they do is replay
There’s no way this is who I’m meant to be
I want my mind to be released, I want my demons abandoned
They always said it was a shame
I’d watch my body rot any given day of the week
My soul has finally lost any shot of feeling fine again
I see nothing the same, the dark’s here to stay
But I’m no more a victim than anyone who feels like me, don’t I deserve peace?
It’s goddamn hard when you think it never mattered if you’d wake up alive
I often wish I could erase my mind
No more a puppet to all this pain; so close to finally feeling serenity
I shouldn’t be on this leash
I will be free, I will decide my own fate
I feel the cold wind on my back, the shackles have been released
Let me out into the world 'cause all I ever want is to be free
I hear the sky calling out my name, you may be you, but I’m not me
Let me out into the world, deliberately
They always said it was a shame, why can’t you just get over it?
It doesn’t work that way, this is a sickness
No more preventable than death, I was made like this
Tear out my eyes 'cause there’s nothing to see
I find myself in my head more often than I’m out
This is a sickness, this is a sickness
The thought of joy just hurts me more, and every move feels like a chore
But that’s not me, I want release
They say the pain is temporary
They say the feeling isn’t bound to last
We cling to light but often find it submits to dark
Dead from the start, I was dead from the â– â– â– â– â– â– â– start
Maybe I know that I’m not perfect, but I know I don’t deserve this prison
That’s just who I am, and I can never lose hold, never lose hold again
For once, I’d love to smile
And for once to finally mean it, I don’t want to have to lie
It’s always looming, it’s always there
Always growing ever present in my nightmares
It’s always looming, another year
Cutting through me, it’s gone or I disappear
It’s not fair to have to live this way
I see people shrug it off, but it consumes and corrupts me
I’m ■■■■■■■begging on my hands and knees
I should be long released, why would you keep that from me?
I feel the cold wind on my back, the shackles have been released
Let me out into the world 'cause all I ever want is to be free
I hear the sky calling out my name, you may be you, but I’m not me
Let me out into the world, deliberately
I feel the cold wind on my back, the shackles have been released
Let me out into the world 'cause all I ever want is to be free
I never wanted to live like this, separated from all the rest
But that’s just who I am and I can never lose hold, never lose hold again
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Better to post it also
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The reason I don’t post the songs along with it is because of the type of music. Most people aren’t into screaming so I post the lyrics instead. I can post both songs if you’d like
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