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I can tell if I’m having a really bad day as I obsess about my future on those days. And I’ve been doing a lot for the last few days.
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I can tell if I’m having a really bad day as I obsess about my future on those days. And I’ve been doing a lot for the last few days.
it seems like every night when I lay down its all I can think of
Ever could your 7mg liquid be too strong? I get worried when nic sic
its quite bad in my case now… It makes me mad too, I try to do it less but sometimes it just turns around in my head for hours grrh…
I was thinking the same thing today. I’ve been using it for ages though. So I’m not sure. I can try dropping the wattage and see what happens. Thanks jimbob !
Money worries.XXXX
I worry that I’ll not be prepared for tomorrow, or that tommorrow may never even come, so I worry about both,why doesn’t one cancel out the other?
Idk, my parents are supporting me right now and I get their houses if they go since I’m the only child… Plus I know people with sz who get housing vouchers and live ok on their own with kids. I think I’ll be ok. Probably better than living paycheck to paycheck stressing over a full time job… But I wish I was independent and making a comfortable salary…
I worry about the process of dying and being manipulated by invisible supernatural beings as well as the afterlife, I hope the afterlife is beautiful and filled with love and compassion rather than eternal retribution for all the crimes I’ve commited in this life, though I have a clean record in the legal system, but not before god unless I’m forgiven, which I’m never sure of because the voices keep saying I have no right to call myself a christian.
One thing that scares me is being in a run down nursing home with a big, nasty shot of Haldol waiting for me at the end. I also worry a little about the afterlife.
I should probably worry more than I do.
I worry about aging with Sz and how it will affect learning. I want to graduate, but I have to wait to go to school after surgery. I don’t want to have facial paralysis either.
I feel like my life is balancing on a razer’s edge. One wrong move and the stability i have goes crumbling. For example i cant keep junk food in my house cuz i binge on it, if i ever had to live where it was readily available i would be obese, oh well keep tipping on the tightrope, i have no choice.