As I explored this life of schizophrenia, I am compromising all the time.
Do you like competition or compromise. ?
- Competition
- Compromise
I feel competition is wrong ![]()
As I explored this life of schizophrenia, I am compromising all the time.
Do you like competition or compromise. ?
I feel competition is wrong ![]()
I am not a competitive person.
I can’t stand people who want to try competing with me of comparing in yucky ways etc .
It can be such an ugly thing anc some of them cheat anc play dirty .
I was thinking that wherever I see there is competition.
Life it self runs as positive way.
Why do I compromise ? I don’t know.
From child hood I have been thought to get good grades in the class.
I always was the last bunch, even now I lag behind in everything.
Was my foundation in morals was not learnt.
You know I remember I was scared to cut my first or second birth day cake with a knife.
Was my behavior to every scenario response wrong.
I remember when 6 of us in 2 grade, teacher asked for who stuck chewing gum on teacher chair, I accepted it in fact i did not do it. The teachers logic was, if not accepted who did it all will be punished. Then I said I did it.
Should have I compromised or competed.
Edit : I still remember who did it, He came and told me, he did it and why did I accepted it. His name was Benjamin.
sounds like you took one for the team at an early age, that shows great courage & self sacrifice, (i think i’d have had a problem with the actual culprit though)
I don’t like to compete although it may seem that i do but its all really just me helping out & doing stuff despite my illness. sometimes you have to lead by example, I’m not perfect by any means & god knows i have fkd up but sometimes its just part of life & we need to accept that & move on.
I like competition it gives me a purpose
I also like seeing people striving to be the best they can be at something
Im not a competitive person very much anymore.
@anon40326163 I feel it should be that way as you said.
@HollyHobbie what happened why are you not now.
I want to be in compitition. But I fear everything
It is not something I would have done, but I understand why you did. I don’t think there’s a wrong answer on this one. Ideally, it would have been the culprit who confessed, but… (sigh)
I have started writing down journal,
And have stopped smoking it’s the best time.
As I have started a new self, better late than never.
Oh, I think it’s because I was a homemaker for 10 years. The competitiveness that I had was due to the job fields I had been in before I was a stay at home mom.
Most of the time I’ve spent in my current job field, there hasn’t been any competition really. So, I think that has made me less prideful and competitive these days.
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