Provide me one one regular friend. It feels like the police are blocking me from talking to people. Like no one cares anymore like at all to talk to me. I feel deep deep loneliness in my chest
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Hi there, I’m here, you aren’t alone
Hey leaf how’s it going?
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I’m ok, are you ok?
Yes sir or ma’am. It’s creating deep seeded lonely feelings in my body like it wants me to go to church, but chemically like it’s chemically torturing me with the feeling of loneliness and it’s elevated to like 400%
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I’m a woman. It’s hard to feel lonely I would imagine. You could go to church, nothings stopping you.
I’m Buddhist the Jesus thing is something I believe in just a little bit. Church gives you too much attention. One day it was so intense I took 60 temazapam to die.
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If religion keeps being brought up this will be closed.
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Oh yea, I kinda feel like the walls are closing in on me when I go, so I understand. You could go to a park where the families are.
Ok it’s like the nervous system is locked from feeling connectedness
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That must be awful
Are you Canadian?
Yeah, I get lonely too. Actually a good friend has been pushing me to meet, but my mental health has not been good lately. I’m struggling with issues, but trying to get things under control. Hoping to get a psychologist onboard to maybe help me get stable.
Also, just having this disease in itself makes it difficult and tiring to be social. My brain gets overload if there are several people chatting at once. For example attending a big party could be a nightmare because of too much chatter. I just can’t keep up anymore. The illness and also the drugs have done a number on my ability to be social.
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