People who look at me are telling me they are my Disciples

Because I am special. They have this look when they are looking at me. I have just realized this.

disciples?..so they don’t actually speak the words? just look? do you follow a certain religion or belief? you don’t have to get too detailed if you don’t want.

You don’t sound well, @bobbilly.

I haven’t slept well in 4 nights. Had 4mg Valium today. Been awake since 7am yesterday (Wednesday) now 1.24m Thursday. Wade awake wanting to stream I’m the special one! Disbobulation running through my head wanting to scream. Feel excited because I’ve spritally woken up.

This doesn’t sound good, @bobbilly. When do you see your pdoc next?

Seen him Tuesday. Increased depot to 100mg invega from 75mg next dose next Wednesday but have Valium to then.

OK take it easy @bobbilly

My pdoc basically threatened me with hospitalization by saying if I don’t have this depot increase they will have to hospitalse me out of county because no beds in Nottingham (U.K) “all full and you don’t want to go somewhere you don’t know the staff” I’m on community treatment order. They have power if recall.

Do I sound ill and why? Or are they making a mountain out a molehill?