Since last Spring, I’ve been having very intense telepathy and thought broadcasting paranoid symptoms that tend to appear every time I’m around people. And the more people, the worse it gets. And it’s always combined with anxiety to make it even worse.
Today, I told my pdoc about it and she ordered 50 mg Seroquel in the morning prn (as needed).
I told her that I was going to Indiana for Thanksgiving holiday and that I had trepidations about that. She said that might have something to do with it.
She mentioned Clozaril, as opposed to the three AP’s that I’m currently on. I told her I might be open to it. She said we’ll wait until my next appointment in January.