Getting my associates degree and highschool diploma (GED), I would say also finding a medicine that works and eventually regaining the ability to clean. By next year I see myself feeling happy to work, whether that is biking to target or not…
The negative symptoms are kind of still there but i think I lean more toward bipolar or schizoaffective, and the seroquel has helped me stop panicking in anxiety over my medications all day. i will say this though I worry about the lip pursing never going away but I took a break from perphenazine and it reset so maybe one day soon I Will be able to just take seroquel.
I dont have a way to work but I know where the jobs are, i still get eye pain so I think being able to go to the doctor at all is an accomplishment, I like when I Get stuff done and unfortunately accepting I am less healthy than others is kinda up there as well
I regret my degree as later and now I want to study computer programming. I find it a better job than even being a Dr personally. My stupid parents brainwashed me to try to get into medschool but I never liked touching or working on ppl. I always loved computers.
I saved the life of my girl.
She was going to become dog meat if I didn’t take her.
She was dying but vet visits and tender loving care n she came good.
And I have been able to give her a good retirement.
Got my aged care certificate 3 right after my surgery to treat ovarian cancer.
I was so determined to get it before I died.
I couldn’t work with it because I can’t work with most people but I know I would be a great support worker to the right person or people.
Survived things people did to me which was illegal and cruel and hurt and survived my mental illness etc.
Managed to exercise yesterday.
All the times I’ve exercised.
Good love I’ve given.
Blankets and bowls and dress and things I e made.
Being a vegan .
Being true to myself and who I want to be and who I am and leaving a pretty perfect family to be true to myself and be vegan and vote as I want and no one tell me what I can and can’t do.
I was almost 700 rank in my master’s selection from the whole state.
I was a excellent performer at work for which I got a promotion and an incentive.
My best recently was the python project which I created by self, (It would detect positive-sarcasm- neutral and negative sentences ) Need to create an even better project to impress the employer. Still Trying. Back ground its uses data of about 50000 sentence and find the similarity and predict. I could say it 70 % accurate.
Third one is so exciting want to do more but my memory issue stops it. I think I learnt the coding too fast in manic state, should take it slow when I am low as well.
EDIT:Here goes my test on the project with the above last sentence.
I am a good son/brother/uncle/cousin etc in family.
I was a good husband whist I was married but that unfortunately didn’t last like some things.
I am a good step father whilst I had those duties and still a fun time of my life. I still talk to my step daughter regularly.
I am a good clubman for my cricket club. When I’m not getting shafted by the committee I have done many a good thing for the cricket club.
I am thankful for getting to 52 years by being a good human. I like people and it pains me that people suffer. If you can do one thing today. Help yourself…and if your good help one person who isn’t doing as good as you.
I think someone told me that you can house train rabbits. Quite easily. Has a litter tray etc. Don’t know how that works. But apparently it can be done.
i think i’d have to keep the little ones outside but we don’t get cold enough for them to freeze here and the winter coat and hutch should keep them warm enough,
I think if it was very cold like bellow minus10-15 degrees C then i’d bring them inside but that never happens here.
I’m looking up little enclosures for them right now and there are rescue rabbit centres in my area
I think they’d prefer it outside in the fresh air anyway, only problem would be if they started digging holes
I am a software developer.
I’ve published quite a few apps, all but one are cost-free.
I think of my mobile apps as my own babies. As with any baby, they’re not perfect, but I still love them.
I watched 2 films tonight and normally i cant even watch 5 minutes of one but i really enjoyed them, its my biggest achievement at watching tv for like years, in fact i dont think i have ever watched 2 films back to back before so its a first
When I do something I end up abusing it and then get withdrawals when I stop if that makes sense. I watched all Marvel movies in a week, I was watching 6hrs of movies a day. Now I have to watch Batman Begins 2005 but don’t feel like it, maybe later.
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well done 
