well i was sitting there eating my lunch, and these two guys started to argue and got into each other’s faces and we’re close to fighting. it annoyed me, i thought it was all a show and that they were trying to distract me from my own thoughts and take my energy away from myself and onto them. i got up and left the room as to not watch the whole situation. i was like this the whole time in the hospital, everyone was trying to distract me and become the star of my movie instead of it being me. anybody else ever felt this way?
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Kinda yeah. SZ and solipsy stuff go hand in hand. A full cure involves pulling out of that delusional state.
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Yes. All the time. I used to go places and loud people, looking for an audience would show up. I hated it.
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yeah it was like truman show but a little different. i thought it was a plot by them to become the star’s of my life movie and turn me into a b character in my own movie. that’s what i thought was really going on.
My roomate was a prisoner and he stole my new 150$CA Nike shoes. I had to tell security to have them back. We shouldn’t be put with prisoners, we’re not criminals.
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Honey I ain’t never been the star of nothin’
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My just turned 18 years old step cousin got robbed at gun point and the robber made him give him his shoes. He got robbed at work. They were high dollar shoes. Stupid boy for flashing those shoes like that.
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There were fights and yelling but I was a big,crazy looking guy so no one bothered me which I don’t know if was a good thing considering during my first admission my big delusion was believing I was dead.
On my last stay about two years ago this fellow was constantly arguing with the techs and started a ruckus during dinner…well everyone got off their chairs and moved to the sides of the room quickly while yours truly got up and slowly walked away while sipping my juice. Haha! One of my temporary friends looked at me and said, “you don’t give a sh!t do you?”
All of my delusions have had to do with the body. I only tell this story because it’s amazing that within sza how different we all really are.
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I thought I was safe in mental hospital. I guess not.
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Read that sentence out loud.
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i had a guy steal my champion brand shorts. he would go room to room all day and steal stuff. the nurse’s did nothing about it. thankfully my shorts weren’t that expensive. like $20 bucks.
i agree, inmates and patients shouldn’t be housed in the same unit, i’ve said that before. in fact, i was brought in by the police, after i was walking on a median in the middle of the road, talking to myself and hallucinating. and i was annoyed with my roommate who was there voluntarily. they have to force me to go to the hospital.
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There was a nude guy who came to my room at night, I was going to fight with him if he touched me but my roomate and me yelled at him, he went back to his room. During a morning, another guy was walking nude infront of everybody and security stopped him lol
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i look like a saint compared to criminals. haha. but when the cops drag me in and put me with regular people everyone thinks im the criminal.
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I know right. I wish the bin would have a separate ward for inmates. This one guy led the cops on a high speed chase only to say shoot me when they caught him. Arrgh! So he and I were roomies and back then family could visit in the rooms. He basically lied his butt off to stay out of jail. Eventually they put him in to his rightful place. I can understand if he was truly suicidal but jeez! His azz was occupying a bed when someone else could have used it. So seperate wards.
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Lots of people with legitimate issues get brought in by the police. It’s just the one’s who malinger that piss me off.
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