Im thankful that Drs finally told me what I have after a nearly successful suicide attempt.
I have schizophrenia since age 21 but suffered from symptoms like hostile and religious voices since age 15. Voices told me to kill myself bcz I am God and immortal, so I did try many times.
They kept telling me that I am the stupidiest person that exists.
Hell, life is grand. I had a bad morning but now I’m listening to the radio in my car at the park and the weather is beautiful and I’m sipping a diet Coke and killing time before I go to my sisters to relax on her porch and do my homework. Hell, if we’re talking grateful, I’m just happy I can relax. It was impossible for so long. The only problem I have in the world right now is I’m running out of crackers.
I’m thankful for the man I lovingly refer to as my brother.
I’m thankful for my great job.
I’m thankful for my great family.
I’m thankful for having food on the table and cigarettes to smoke each day
I’m very thankful for my dog. She is such a wonderful companion, especially now that I am sheltering in place at home for the past 3 months and counting. It would be very lonely without her since I live alone.
Benefits.
The summer.
People on earth ie not just me on my own. Imagine it was just me on my own. I got a taste of that when the voice was possessing people so I felt like they weren’t really there :’(
Many things I won’t list them all.
This is probably cheesy, but it has been great knowing all of you here. Knowing that I’m not alone. Knowing I have support when I need it. I’m much thankful for this site.