I wanna die.
My mind is a mess
Don’t know if it’s depression.
Antidepressants some day stop working just like antipsychotics
Yes, it’s depression.
What’s the difference between paranoid schizophrenia with depression, and schizoaffective, depressive type?
We opened holes for new olive trees today with my father. If I hadn’t been in the fields today, I would be crazy. I had the worst mood before we started to work. Then I got distracted
I had voices saying “you should die, little (my name)”. “you have to chop your grandma”.
Etc.
I no longer have the homicidal voices and thoughts. It stopped, except one phrase “you should chop your grandma”. Only this and nothing more. Without the creepy imagery
My favourite type of apples.
With my favourite colour, yellow
I’m thinking of planting Golden Delicious variety in one of my fields
My brain is acting up. I think it’s damaged
We had a jam session with a friend today.
No voices today.
Mood good.
Tomorrow I’m having some Greek chicken with olives humus and pita bread.
Souvlaki? How do you call it there?
No voices today. But matrix/truman persist
I am glad your voices are down.
Tomorrow I have appointment with my psychiatrist for the injection
I should write down all my symptoms for the appointment tomorrow.
Cos every time I see him, I tell him nothing cos I can’t remember anything that happened during the month.
I just returned from psychiatrist.
I lost another 2 kgs.
Since I quit zyprexa, I lose kgs effortlessly