It’s a delusion, my friend
Have you watched the Pi movie by Darren Arofronysky?
No. What is it about?
I got pattern obsessions overall since after all my psychotic episodes. I got like 200 pages open to remember to check stuff later.
I have obsessions with my “delusions”.
I ruminate on them all day.
200 pages on the browser?
On my phone browser. I’ll check them thru again with sane mind
Don’t overthink. Find distractions
My phone browser has icon on it with so many pages open
Lol. Does it even work with so many pages?
My computer runs out of memory with so many pages but phone seems to work like nothing is open
Good phone. So what obsessions do you have now? What kind of open pages do you have?
I open a page when I get mind pops out of nowhere. They correlate so I’ll look them thru later. It’s like something helps me when I get psychosis
When you get mind pops?
Scientific stuff mostly that I may not consciesly know about
Tesla got lot of ideas in his daydreams but I don’t really even understand about the stuff I get but at least it’s on google
Are you into conspiracy theories or something similar?
Just theories but I do believe in alien involvement with human race
I used to believe that aliens were reading my mind and spying on me. My mind was transparent, i had no privacy.
But my pdoc and mother told me what if they really read your mind? What’s the problem? Do you have anything to hide?