My thinking patterns affect what peoples "spirits"say or not. I just can’t 100% tell when it’s going to happen. It’s like when there’s something in question in that loop I get answer.
How thinking affects voices?
I think it’s the subconsciouss thought. It never really happens with intention but more of unintentional thought.
Subconscious for sure. Voices can’t be controlled
But it’s like you can indirectly learn to control the outcome. Maybe meditation helps to clear that
Just heard that we are not coming from your subconscious. This female and male voice seem to manipulate my parents voices.
Invega doesn’t seem to help now
Meaning? 666!999:222
They just try convince spirits are real, but the voices are learning to change at least to something more pleasing
Most of my voices are pleasant
What if you are in bad mood, does it change?
In bad mood, yes, they become depressive.
They command me to kill, they insult me etc.
When I am in bad mood or anxious, it happens. So I try to avoid anxiety. You?
Latuda and clonazepam helps with that for me so I can tolerate these
Good. May Latuda stop your voices completely
It did for couple months but stopped after I skipped doses. It still works to some extend.
I think my brain is going thru transition
What kind of transition?
Chemical 5555555
OK. Is it good or bad?
Good I think eventually as I gain more understanding of my subconscious or whatever I’m experiencing
This is my madhouse. Fortunately I have never been to an actual madhouse. I try my best to stay out of it.
I have obsession about infinite number Pi to find pattern in it.
I see that 3:14 in my clock often and right after see 15:15 in other clock like two halves