Om's madhouse #1111

Please don’t do that. For myself, I’ve found that feeding my brain with negative input (even stuff that I think is fine) can pack my subconscious with anti positive archetypes, subconscious patterns of negative response that can poison my concious mind. I can wake up filled with anger, general dystemper and be so on. It sucks.

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Ok, thank you.
It is useful

“being stays being,
non being stays non being”

“No one is dying”

In about an hour
I will go out for coffee
with a friend and a cousin.

I just woke up from noon nap.
Feel good

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I was dizzy at the café.
Social anxiety.
After a while, i got used to the place
and i calmed down

Voices were saying “die die, kill yourself”

“crush your car on the car that is coming now”

When I drive, voices say that
I should crush my car against
the car on the opposite lane.
Anyone else?

Remember your voices once told you you’d be dead the next day. You didn’t die. Tell your voices to fack off for a while. :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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Yes, sure.
They have told me I would die
in many occasions. But I didn’t.

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Cold and cloudy weather here.
There?

Voices are cruel again today.
Since I woke up, they keep saying:
“You must die”

I’m sorry you are dealing with that. I’ve been dealing with homicidal thoughts. Hoping my med increase helps. It’s 4am here and I am not tired.

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Not tired?
Maybe you have mania?
Are you sza?

No just sz. I have been up drawing. First time in months I was able to create something. Now just listening to music until I’m tired.

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I sleep early. By 22.00 i am asleep.
And i sleep for 12 hours.

I normally am asleep relatively early. Tonight I’m up and in my head. Everyone else here is asleep.

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After a nap, everything is better.
Just woke up

I just walked the dog.
It’s about to rain now.

“you little (my name), you need to die”