I feel crazy today.
It’s one of the toughest days
Good morning guys!
Just woke up.
Yesterday was one
of the worst days.
Today I hope it will be better.
I was hoping, but NO
it’s a shitty day again
I saw my dentist.
I told her that my tooth aches
when i drink cold water.
She said we will talk again in 2 weeks.
Wtf?
I’m afraid to go out for coffee.
All beings’ eyes are cameras.
I panic
I sent a message to my psychiatrist
in messenger.
I told him:
“It’s been a week now, that i hear “die die, you must die” all day long. Moreover, I am in a reality show,
without my consent. Cameras are watching me. Animals and people have cameras in their eyes.
And Trotsky disguises constantly,
and I have to kill him”
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Hi om! I haven’t been feeling well myself. I hear condescending voices constantly. I don’t feel happy, sad, angry, or anything. I only feel anxiety when I go out to the store. Otherwise I just lie in bed, then I wake up and I lie on the couch. I am nothing. I think nothing. I feel nothing.
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Hey speedy.
Is it depression or negatives?
When i had severe negatives,
I was lying on the couch all day.
Lately, negatives surround me
and i spend my day on the couch.
I know the feeling.
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Psychiatrist agreed to up the dose of
clozapine. Now I take 400mg
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Max dose is 900mg
I don’t know. I don’t feel depressed. It’s something else. Perhaps it’s the negatives.
I hope your new med increase helps you.
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I feel depressed half day,
excited the other half.
I really am a mess.
I need to shower.
Maybe tomorrow.
My armpits smell a bit.
I don’t care.
Tomorrow i will make it.
I will shower finally.
Am I lazy?
No i have no motivation for anything.
I asked my psychiatrist:
clozapine or nozinan?
“I agree” he replied.
haha.
“I agree” is not a valid answer here.
With the upped dose of clozapine,
I feel more sedated
I will go for coffee with a cousin of mine.
Hope i get distracted and not shout to people
“I know you are actors”
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I took a shower.
So nice
Everything is so perfectly directed
by genius directors.
Everything seems so realistic,
but their fakeness is obvious.
Don’t shout at people om!
Truman is not real. People are just like us. They have their on set of problems. Most of them are occupied with their own selves.
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