I try to stay calm but I have a lot of adrenaline and anger thinking I’m gonna get fcked so nothing matters, low self esteem from voices etc could be, not having a future career etc
i AM IN NO WAY SUICIDAL MY MAN I LOVE LIFE BUT JUST COULD DO WITH some type OF PARt TIME JOB IS ALL TO KEEP THE WOLF AT BAY
Strange how Iv no side effects from the med increase isn’t it
I have no side effects either.
I upped the doses of shot yesterday.
Noooo, I missed first comment!
Haha.
That’s serious.
The body can adapt in amazing ways, we don’t give it enough credit it saves our lives and makes it more comfortable
What about mind?
It creates realities out of nothing
I want to go to bed and it’s 18:15 here.
It’s 19:15 here.
I feel i had enough of sensory experiences today.
I need to rest and sleep too.
I sleep too much. I also have hypersomnia and I sleep 12½h every night. And I’m still tired when waking up.
Yeah i know the feeling.
I take nap in noon.
Sleep is an escape for me.
Escape from the cruelty
of life.
I know what you mean. Sometimes when I wake up, it takes time for me to realize I’m sick. It’s like I forget, then I hear the voices. Then I think, another day with this.
Yes, exactly.
I forget.
Then i remember.
And another day in hell
I wake up and I love my life even with thought voices, it’s the paranoia in public at the minute is my worst symptom
Yeah paranoia is the worst symptom for me too.
What do you take for it?
APs, and prn ap and benzos.
You?