Not always as crazy as i think

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sometimes i worry that i am becoming psychotic because i think crazy stuff and am just kinda weird and do stuff you wouldnt consider normal,

but as i have observed normal people they do much more crazier things than i do, i probably appear more normal and boring than 90% of mentally healthy people,

i think i am too self conscious to the point where i think every odd thing i do is because im going crazy somehow but really i am very sane on meds rn i have my moments but im starting to think maybe there is no such thing as normal and even mentally healthy people are kinda weird and have crazy moments and i just need to not overthink everything.

im not saying im not mentally ill because i still have psychosis and other things but right now on these meds i am probably as close to feeling like a regular healthy person as i can get

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I probably got a couple screws loose but I don’t even think about it anymore

I worry more about negative symptoms now it seems

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Everyone does something that others might pose as weird. Heck, I know I do weird things especially when alone. It doesn’t define us! If you’re capable of knowing something is weird you’re ahead of the game IMO!

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On meds, I feel perfectly normal. But, I know that I’m probably not because of negative symptoms.

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Don’t be afraid to be different and don’t care what people think in your mind. We often think we are going to be rejected but often we are not and even we can be accepted. Yes, you are not as crazy as a normie. Thats what I’m saying. Be yourself don’t isolate and it moves lots towards security that maintains you. Yes. It is just us.
You seem confident but not sure enough of yourself.
When you start to feel that way, take heart, call someone people will be glad to hear from you and help.

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