A female yelled hoe at me . I was trying to shower you dumb ■■■■■. Doesn’t matter if I go to respite they’ll yell at me from outside because someone told where is was.
I havte nothing left. I’m nearly 40. I don’t understand anymore. I’m alone in my head.
You’ve tried clozapine, yeah?
Can they increase your meds? I’m not a doctor, but I can’t help but think you’re undermedicated and the doctors need to help you more. I’m sorry you’re still having to suffer through this.
Call somebody when that happens. I know you just usually are devastated, lol. But try to be tough like it was your sister who said it.
c up my perphenazineand added lexapro. This really happening
You were in the shower and real people are yelling at you? Or you’re hearing voices of people yelling at you?
I was on the pot. Tmi sorry they were whistling at me like I’m a street worker. I’m sick of all these people around me. Its constant harassment every day. I am tired if all the ■■■■■■■■.
I’m sorry. Do you have curtains? I still think going to respite is a good idea. Just get a break from it for a bit.
Nothings gonna get better. I’ve tried telling myself every think will be fine. These people are on my ass constantly everyday. I can’t have any happiness. Peace. Nothing. I just got called a whore. I’m going to bed in a few. Thanks anyway led.hugs
Sleep well. I hope tomorrow is better.
Is this going to go on forever?
I really hope not. You deserve so much better. But I think you need doctors that are more proactive in your recovery and don’t accept “good enough” as the bar for which they’re reaching.
They may be trying to control you, because you don’t do what dumb people want you to do. I think they have a serious problem. They make life difficult. If people were supposed to be dumb, no one would have a car to drive.
@roxanna try to remain calm and breathe slow deep breath’s then hold them in a few seconds then release them slowly to release the stress you are having. Next step is to call you P’Doc and let them know whats going on as well. It will get better I promise as best as I can @roxanna.
I’ve been in a similar situation. At school this girl spent two semesters outside my door, running me down. I really don’t like people who are judgmental in that way. In the meantime, try not to awfulise. I know it’s hard, but think of them as stupid ■■■■■ who know nothing. Remember - Never wrestle with a pig. You both get dirty, and the pig likes it.
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