Neighbors called hitman

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Hitman guy looked at my apartment door while on phone going upstairs. I wonder how much they paid to him. I expect tomorrow whenever I’ll be attacked.he got it right I’m insane. I should be in a group home or state hospital. I’ll think that the ceiling is after me. Non sense.

My dad’s birthday is tomorrow. He’s been dead for four years now. I miss him and his paranoia. I really don’t want to see him in the afterlife.

I’m sorry for repeating all this. I wonder if I’m just stupid. Let’s worry about nothing . ■■■■ my mental illnesses. Go play in traffic.

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You’re not stupid you have an illness. No one is coming for you. Relax and do some self care.

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Again with this??

If you are not holding on top secret information I wouldn’t be worried that they hired a hitman?

Either you know who killed JFK or you suffer from schizophrenia?

Being this a sz forum, I think you are sick believing things.

Relax! Nobody is going to kill you.

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Good I hope not. My sza is bad. Been going through a lot with it. I don’t want to get out of bed. Maybe it’ll stop. Idk. I’ll take your word for it. Dumb illness. I don’t get called crazy for nothing

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sorry roxy…you’re hearing things again.

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I’ll be glad when 8pm comes. Meds. Coffee may be my last drink. I want to put my head in holy water.

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you are holy enough, you don’t need holy water…

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Hear them say murder.

I hope cosmos being just kills me in my sleep tonight.

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Got to shower for coroner. Probably to the head.

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Goodnight from hell. Hugs rox

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Guy just come back from hitman paid. How many will kill me.

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Heard…get rid of her.

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your brain is lying to you roxy. ignore the voices as much as you can.

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I have a idea that might or might not help

If you tape record what there saying you might realize it’s just your illness and will be able to ignore it

Idk it’s been a thought of mine

I hope you get help soon

:hugs:

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