I woke up super early today, got out of bed like normal, but then spent most of the day in bed doing nothing. I just wasn’t enjoying what I normally enjoy (gaming) and it felt pointless trying to pursue it.
Like wise I’ve wanted to go for a walk the last two days, but something stops me from actually doing it.
Do you get on with stuff? How?
Or do you just embrace not wanting to do stuff for a while?
I don’t like wasting the whole day. But when my body says “I’m not having fun doing this” especially when its stuff I normally enjoy, I just feel like I’m wasting my energy.
Yeah I drink a lot of coffee on all days tbh. Two big double strength mugs everyday.
I spent a lot of last year doing nothing at all, and I just ended up spiralling into depression. The last few months I was having music therapy and negatives symptoms things were better. But today and yesterday were awful tbh.
Yeah I find that niacin helps too. It doesn’t get the feeling of pointless ness per se, but assists by letting me not care much about it, if it makes sense
I could Google but wanted to ask on here. If Google’s better that’s fine in understand. What’s difference positive/negative symptoms?
I get aggitated bed time blanket,pillow everything bothers me. I also get hot and sometimes have strip down bra and underwear in room or have fan on high constantly. I smother I’m car and out in public. I think it’s anxiety
I can start new thread if need . What’s those called or what could help? Sorry if not approiate
Positive symptoms are added things : Like Hallucinations or delusions
Negative symptoms are subtracted things : Like lack of motivation, Lack of emotions, Apathy, Lack of interest in social situations etc