I have this sneaking feeling that everyone in my immediate relation is a low-functioning psychopath or narcissist or at the very least serial liars. I have strong suspicions about at least one of my family members, but the others are probably not, just a little quirky. Still it’s a weird thought that popped into my head from time to time.
All in all, though I think I’ve led a charmed life. I shouldn’t complain.
I wouldn’t worry about it so much.
We live in a Narcissistic society.
Most of the normies I come across have Narcissistic traits.
I learn to deal with them the best I can.
Ignoring them is your best defense.
Same thing goes for psychopaths.
I think I might have been a narcissist in the past. My psychologist doesn’t think so but I’m not so sure. I used to blame everyone else for whatever happened. I finally stopped doing that after I had a dream where I thought God talked to me and pointed out that there were some things I needed to repent for. After that time a few years during psychosis I finally stopped blaming others and started blaming myself and when that happened I ■■■■■■■ imploded. Since that time I’ve wanted to die in part cuz I can’t live with myself and when I think about things I’ve done. I’m still very selfish and self centered.