And I think they blame me and I don’t know what to think? Was it because I made some moral error or because of a chemical imbalance? My voices seem so real. Will I ever come to not believing in them? It’s all so very wrong and then they can have more common sense than I. Goddam it. I think this is going to be endless. Yes, it’s sad about being damaged but do you have to resent me for it. I call bull s. on that. I didn’t do that many bad things. My voices say because I was a saint I’m judged harsher.
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Those voices are auditory hallucinations. I don’t see any point in making sense of what they are saying. They are just a symptom of unbalanced brain chemicals. It’s all an illness. Try not to think too much about what they say. It is important to hold unto your insight by reminding yourself about the facts of the illness.
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I was earlier used to hear insulting words from strangers for myself wherever I go from 1999 to 2010. Now I am hearing insulting words from strangers towards my family members. Strangers are shouting my family members names wherever I go from 2011 to till now. It is very hard to believe them unreal.
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That’s exactly what I experience, but I have the feeling your voices are much louder than mine. Going out into public and someone you don’t even know for example a cashier says something cruel and even though you know it’s from you it hurts. IDK why?!
I dont shout/ spell first insulting words to strangers so I am having good heart. When I am silent, the strangers are shouting insulting words so they are having bad heart. This is what I believe .
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