My social activity since September 2023 resulted nothing

[mjseu]

I am as lonely as I was in Dec 2013, 10 years ago, I do not have any real friends, I have not gained any friends in the past 10 years, sometimes it bothers me.

Anybody else alone during the Christmas time

I am alone during this Christmas too as I have always been. I am this loner who is always alone, except when I visit the hospital, the psych clinic or my mother, but I do not feel loneliness, I am used to it and this Internet is a good friend. I suppose szs are very often antisocial types. I am going to make some good food including carrot casserole, potato casserole, some smoked fish and other good food for my Christmas.