I did not gain any real friends, I have many Facebook people,Instagram followers, X followers, well I am as alone as I have been for many years here in Eastern Finland. I do have close contacts with my mother and sister, but I did not gain any other real friends, well I tried, maybe I was born in this way, I was very unlucky in America when I believed in the goodness of the marriages, I kind of lost the trust in many people’s relations. Well I am okay, no problems, took my meds etc. my Friday evening is going great.
I am as lonely as I was in Dec 2013, 10 years ago, I do not have any real friends, I have not gained any friends in the past 10 years, sometimes it bothers me.
sorry to hear that mjseu, you have some excellent activities you take part in though, you said you meet people & were chatting to someone recently, i like seeing you post here, you are an interesting person.
While I ride my bicycle I see and chat with people, f.ex. we have many Ukrainians here, I often ask people if they are Ukrainians before we talking with them, I would like to find a woman, but my town is so small, no luck for me, which is why I spend my time alone often as I am doing now while reviewing many international news websites for my info collection, maybe I was born to walk alone, already when I was a teenager in the 1980s and I was not so sexually active one female asked if I had grown in cottonwool, I have many things what I can do every day, I am also interested in gemstones and on my Instagram I get a lot of gemstones postings. I have just this problem that I can not trust people because people hurt me badly many years ago. But I am okay.
Im also alone, spent Christmas alone. I have 1 friend and he’s an elderly man. Since my divorce back in 2008 ive been alone, I guess it would be nice to have a girlfriend but Im scared of getting hurt, so I put up this wall around me. Probably why Im alone.
