My sisters have a different father than me.
But he died yesterday.
He wasn’t the nicest person to me. I don’t mean to speak ill of the dead, but he was very abusive to me when I was a child.
I forgave him a long time ago.
It’s just bizarre.
I was crying earlier. Mostly for my sisters.
There was so much to be spoken in person between me and the man.
I know I usually don’t get too personal on here. But this has really hit me hard.
I’m just kind of in shock about the whole situation.
I’m sorry @Montezuma. Death is difficult to come to terms with, even if it’s someone you weren’t that close to. Hopefully you were able to get some closure with him in the past about his abusive behavior towards you. Take care of yourself and your sisters during this difficult and sad time.
I’m sorry Montezuma.
Hang in there @Montezuma.
I am sorry for your loss.
So sad for you @Montezuma. 
@Montezuma I am sorry for your loss and for your sisters…I hope you come to peace with this.
You’re a good man Montezuma. Truly, I am sorry for your loss.
Thank you @Moonbeam @anon40653964 @jukebox @Wave @FatMama @Tomasina.
Thank you all for the kind words.
And yes Moonbeam, my sisters are going to really need me. I still feel like I never got the closure I deserved. So this might make the grieving process a little more difficult for me. I’m not sure.
Had he been ill for a long time? I know how you feel about still missing someone who was abusive. It’s because no one is 100% bad. Take good care of your grief and it will subside. 
Exactly, my friend. We’re all on a level of duality.
I’m unsure if he was ill for a while before. I think he was having issues with his heart.
Thank you 
I appreciate the kind words. Take care.
Sorry to hear this Chris. My thoughts are with you and family ox
Thank you @anon84763962. I appreciate it.
Sorry for you and your sisters loss
Thank you @Mountainman.
Yes, it may, if I understand well, there’s a thing called ‘complicated grief.’ Your pdoc/therapist may be able to help. Please accept my sincere condolences, Montezuma.
Thank you for the info @Tomasina.
I accept your condolences, of course. Thank you again
I’m so sorry,
For you and your sisters.
You’re such a bright and kind person,
I hate to think of you being so hurt.
I’m sending you good vibes, friend…
@GoldenRex Thank you so much, my friend.
That means a lot to me 
So sorry for ur loss…is he ur step dad…
Thank you @far_cry0 Yes, well my mother and him divorced a long time ago. But I guess you can say that.