when im unmedicated I have racing thoughts. this helps my creativity some. like I wrote 10 songs during my last episode based on my thoughts. but what I found to be true is that usually my racing thoughts get me nowhere.
like I have a thought and then I think about something else before I get deeper into my last thought. eventually it gets to the point where I can’t remember what I was thinking about 10 minutes ago. like I had 100 thoughts in 10 minutes or something. that’s me unmedicated.
I used to have racing thoughts before I was medicated too.
It was like I was thinking of 10 things at once, and nobody, especially not me, could keep track.