My painting from this week

She looks a little too disturbed to be hung on a mental health NHS wall. Dam.

Anyway I think I don’t like it enough to be hung up, but enough to show you folks

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Haunting. You’re very talented Zoe.

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Thankyou Fungolfin :pray:

Something about her exhausted eye area looks reminds me of psychotic episodes, so yeh, this picture is literally haunting.

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Awesome Zoe !! I have a question for you tho…

Unrelated but when u had thought broadcasting did you ever experience dissociation?

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That’s a beautiful painting! You are very talented!

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Yeh… I was really afraid,

Because the thought broadcasting made my thoughts change.

And then that’s what ppl were hearing.

And, thanks :pray:

Thanks @WhiteRaven :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

How about you, @signless

I think my situation is a little different but yea I think I have major issues with dissociation because of the thoughts and the delusions about emotional abuse. I just realized tonight that I go in and out of different states some less conscious/aware than others.

I think most of the times I have issues with anger I loose touch with awareness and maybe I’m even in a state of dissociation or altered consciousness…

I’m gonna talk to my therapist about it. I was sitting here and all of a sudden everything seems clearer and calmer I tried to hold on to the experience and remembered that that was the norm before all of the bad happened

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Your circumstances / what you are telling me is hard for me to understand.

Maybe your therapist will be better at understanding and navigating it than me.

Oh ok… I wasn’t asking you to help me out lol was just responding to your reply!! It’s all good

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Seriously, I’m going through some hard things too.

And I don’t feel safe to mention it to this forum.

Some things, I’ve decided to leave for therapy.

But, I appreciate you being so brave to tell me

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Lmao. Oh okay, yea that makes sense.

:facepunch:

Lol I talk too much :rofl: it’s not bravery…more stupidity :person_facepalming:t5:

Not downing myself just being real

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Nahhh don’t say that haha. You are brave.

Or at least,

Expressive :eyes:

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:grin:

Enough Christmas :christmas_tree:

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That’s an awesome painting. I like that it’s haunting. It’s seriously a little scary, but that’s what’s cool.

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Its very good but scary also

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I can do some good things with oil paints but watercolours escape me. Quality work. I like the darkness. Gives it some weight.

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another fine piece of art from you !!? I love it.

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