Alright well after two years I’ve just about made all the changes I can to make the nature of these hallucinations more accepting. The only left I have to do now is learn to ignore the messages quit obsessing over the self and develop a new frame of mind. Gotta introduce some new activities into my life, positive ones. I’m thinking reading and playing around on the bass. Need to get an amp, but I’ve decided I won’t be getting my own place until next August. So I can definitely afford it. If I stick to playing it every day I should’ve pretty decent in a year. I’ll look into music theory and all that in my spare time. Get a feeling for what notes sound like and where they are located. The bass is a lot simpler then the guitar. Wish me luck people. I’m tired of being so bored I’m recovered enough to start working on real life stuff.
Take it easy yall