My mom n dad are a bit fed up with me

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I owe lots of money to ppl.

Because of binge eating.

My mum is ignoring me and my dad is getting close to fed up.

I really don’t like how addiction can consume me on every level.

My whole family sees me like the plague atm.

I feel bit tense 4 my bf. I owe him money. And it’s been a while since he lent it.

His rent was raised and his job has been temporarily halted. His family is struggling financially. So it’s not easy asking them 4 money.

Maybe the situation will change

No wonder I have low self confidence if I can’t control myself. I’m like a cancer.

Anyway. Maybe things could change.

F u ck you addiction.

You not my identity.

Anymore.

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I’m just confessing here so you guys don’t think I’m an angel.

I do try. Though.

I’ll give myself that much of a pat on the back.

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You borrow money to binge on food? That’s what I understand from the post.

That seems odd.

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Yea that’s what I’ve been doing. It’s really not a healthy thing to do.

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Well to be clear,

I burnt my benefit money binging on food.

And then I borrowed money for some or all of rent.

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You must feel really hungry. Likely something else going on. Meds can make you ravenous. I’d check with a doctor. Maybe something can suppress your appetite like ozempic or something.

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Well theres worse things. Maybe just try not to borrow more money for that sorta thing

We all gotz promplams.

When i was in thailand the ladies pronounced problem as promplam lol.

Big promplaaams :hugs:

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Haha :see_no_evil:

I’ve got a big promplam.

Thx for the advice.

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Idk how I don’t yet have diabetes.

Yeh it’s scary to feel so ravenous.

Thx for the suggestion on ozempic etc.

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I don’t really know what could help.

I have a big appetite, but I basically eat peanut butter toast, chicken tenders and chips / fries and apples and some vegetables for most meals. I eat as much as I want, but I never eat out. Is that what youre doing eating out?

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How many egg you eat? 9 egg? How many potato? 6 potato?

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Close 6 egg and 9 potato

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Ah is perfect ratio of egg to potato.

:trophy:

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I ate cheap but also pricey food. It’s a mix.

Including restaurants and fast food.

Etc.

All sorts.

I’ve just been completely in a terrible trance.

I would like to come out of it.

Because it also stunts me developmentally

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Whats your kitchen situation like? I know youre staying in a room, so maybe you are eating out because you dont have comfortable cooking arrangements?

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Yes that does not help.

Because it’s a communal kitchen and my landlady is often there. The other housemates np but the landlady easily starts worrying about me.

Anyway no more excuses lol.

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yes it makes yin yang 69 the eternal conflict of egg versus potato

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Getting to the heart of the matter of why you binge eat, through therapy, helped me a lot. I still have strong urges and mess up sometimes but it’s better.

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I would eat out too if that was my arrangements

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Funny cos the reason they don’t let me do therapy is because of the binge eating. :slightly_smiling_face: