I’ve suffered with extracampine hallucinations all my life, but they kicked up a gear when I was 26. I’m 55 now.
Extracampine hallucinations are a type of hallucination, often described as a “felt presence” or a vague sense of someone or something being nearby, without any associated visual or auditory perception.
I’ve always thought if they went away I’d basically be cured.
I am 55 years old too, dealing with diagnosed schizophrenia since I am 19 years old. So many times I thought to myself, “yes, this time I am free” and relapse for one reason or the other. But my “mental illness” today doesn’t reflect my mental state from 1988.