My dishwasher is still broken,
Washing dishes by hand suuuuucks so much.
My dishwasher is still broken,
Washing dishes by hand suuuuucks so much.
Went to a NAMI meeting. Stayed until the end. It was small, and the other people have known each other a long time. I was the youngest person there, but felt very welcomed. There was a lot of laughter which was nice to be around.
I went to an art class today. It went alright eventhough my actual drawing didnāt. I will stick to the charcoal. Journey home was stressful. Its such a distance and plus the transportation was so busy with everyone on their night out.
The things I hear out of my dadās mouth sometimes make me wonder how many brain cells he has left. -sigh-
Today I realized how hard it is to keep a real conversation.
VERY difficult. I zoned out after awhile and I just started saying things without realizing what was happening. I donāt know if the other person knew, but I think something they knew was different.
@LED:
Hereās where Iām at. I havenāt really started polishing it, and Iāve got a divot in one side that Iām not sure I can correct:
Thatās so awesome! Are you just hammering away?
So. Hot. We went and got a pizza from the grocery store (already cooked) so we wouldnāt have to turn the oven on. Tomorrowās going to be even worse. I donāt even know how to cope.
My connection to the internet is truly awful here. I can barely load this forum on mobile and sending FB messages is a nightmare. I am sitting in the best room of the house to get connection, but I am getting two bars of 4G at best. It feels more like 2G. Sometimes it will drop to 3G or 1X just sitting still.
I tried reading Dharma Bums, but it talks about drinking a lot.
Itās hard for me to read alcohol influenced literature and about drinking, because I consider myself a recovering alcoholic.
feeling pretty good about going back to veganism after a year of pescatarianism. the fish is supposed to have healthy fats but I donāt think Iām going to miss it. spiritually it just feels a lot cleaner to eat vegan, also noteworthy that seventh day Adventists are vegetarian and among some of the longest lived people on the planet.
Iām eating about 2 cans of beans per day or about 7 servings. also I eat a lot of peas and seeds. altogether I get about 80 grams of protein, which I think should be enough for me to be muscular.
So I have this thing from social security that asks about my ādaily functioningā and I guess someone other than me has to fill it out that sees me on a regular basis butā¦that doesnāt happen. I donāt have anyone. And just reading this form is depressingā¦
Iām going to ask if my other Aunt can fill this out. I donāt know if she will help me though. My payee could have filled this out. It says if she didnāt know the answers then she could have put that she didnāt know.
Having chicken Alfredo from an Italian place. Really good but itās going to take me three days to eat all of this.
The portion sizes at some places are INSANE. I went to Texas Roadhouse one time and had food for a few days.
There is one you have to fill out too. My wife filled one out for me. Not sure what she said.
Where it asks how your symptoms impact you I said delusions distort my perception of reality and impair my judgement and decision making ability. Thatās why I canāt work in my field anymore. Although i am trying to go back to work now and prove myself wrong.
I didnāt have any trouble with activities of daily living and I got approved with no exam and no lawyer.
Feel free to steal that statement if it applies.
I filled mine out.
My payee is just trying to sabotage me.
Yes! Itās so satisfying!
Took my meds. Flow into the nightā¦