I agree for myself when there is complaining regarding my life from myself about myself or others about myself something should change. I realize I always am complaining about something. All I want to do is complain and that is where all my energy and time and focus goes. I think complaining does have a purpose but complaining is all I do. Like if my purpose is to be in a situation where I have nothing to complain about or there is nothing to complain about is my goal. My purpose is to have nothing to complain about. This purpose to have nothing to complain about has totally exhausted me mentally and even physically. I have to accept there will always be something to complain about. I have so much energy to do things when I donāt feel like complaining all the time like I do. I have to change my habit of complaining so I can do things with energy instead of exhaustion from just wanting to communicate a dissatisfaction I am experiencing as a human.
Hi welcome to this forum. I am in my mid 50ās and am having some success by treating this Schizophrenia with some confidence and work. It keeps being a setback in my life but I am starting to gain confidence over it. I always believed it takes work to get meaningful things accomplished in life. I also donāt believe it has to be unbearably hard. Habits are supposed to be formed and it is starting to happen. My work developed good habits like it should. I am gaining the most control of my mind as I ever had if not more. I am overcoming fear of relapse and my symptoms. My brain can function and learn. My thoughts and brain work for me and not against me. I love my hobbies and have passion for them. I donāt feel burnt out all the time. I can push myself comfortably. May any effort you put into your life build you and develop you as it should. I want to do all this for myself. This has become my purpose. Doing things for myself is my motivation and means so much to me.