Maybe it's a spiritual matter

Just so you know, I’m not suggesting you leave this site. I think it can probably do a lot of good for you. Chat rooms can be fun though, check some out.

Don’t they usually snort or smoke something to attain that altered state? I remember thinking in the past that I don’t need any drugs cause my mind is already plugged into that frequency.

Lol thanks. I’m actually doing great. and would love to browse more here too.

My hallucinations and delusions have been survivable all these years because they correlated with my religious/spiritual beliefs. But, why does it have to be one or the other? I’m not fond of the medical model approach myself, but that doesn’t mean it holds no answers. I have learned on this forum that many people have been helped and saved with that approach. But aren’t humans both physical and spiritual beings? Can we attempt to nurture both the mind/body and the consciousness/soul? Sz is complicated and so far I haven’t heard anyone say they have all the answers.