I never took a real physics course but I’m a former college dropout that wanted to do a pure math degree. I’m interested in physics.
I want to do calculus based mechanics and finish the series someday at community college when I feel better.
I don’t know schrodinger’s equation. I was told I was stupid and an idiot in high school by a loser physics professor who made fun of me constantly everyday and lied to me. Failed me on purpose despite promising a C. I stopped going to school and never took it seriously.
Yes, quantum mechanics tells you that stuff.
I’m quite the underachiever. I tried my best in university but got Cs in math courses due to schizophrenia, which resulted in severe depression and suicidal thoughts. It made me realize I’ll never go to graduate school or at least my dream school for graduate school. The funny thing is I think I did it before in a past life. I made it and did it but people know and think it is a delusion. I guess I attempted a phd in physics at Stanford. Maybe engineering too. I’m not interested in going there but I made it a billion lifetimes ago. I guess i wanted to be an economist originally. I’m interested in quantum economics/finance too which I’m told doesn’t exist. I achieved my dream. I guess I’m in a causal loop. I figured out what they’re doing with quantum consciousness sort of.
I think I worked my ass off and got lucky. I dont think people like me.
I would say time travel exists and is possible. I’m told I’m schizophrenic…
Tell me about Kerr black holes and simulation/matrix theory someday. I was there.
I’m interested now in money and getting a girlfriend and recovering. I think a virus causes schizophrenia. I had delusions it is the norovirus. Even if it isnt, the norovirus vaccine will help people a lot. I dont know if the vaccine will get approved or work at all. I had delusions about something starting with an L that deals with cancer or herpes or kidneys or something. Anyways, sorry for going off topic and triggering people.
I achieved quantum immortality aka quasi immortality. The soul/consciousness is immortal but the memories are not apparently. It is fascinating/interesting. I think many worlds theory is real. I’m worried we live in a simulation which bothers me. I hate it. I think a parallel universe could be another connected or parallel computer. Just a thought or guess.
I guess I have a delusion I have a microchip to prevent me from remembering and have severe dissociation. I had some UFOs I designed visit me in a traumatic fashion. I think I also did a micro masters on edx at Columbia university in AI or engineering in a past life / parallel universe in which I might have designed those craft on a different planet or something. A parallel earth.
I think I can die despite being in a causal loop. I think Al Bielek was wrong. I’m 30 now but I died in my 20s a lot. Perhaps millions of times. I’m glad I made it to 30. I love my country and I’m a patriot. Even if I die, those craft will still exist be around. I think it was a test to push my intellect to see if I was smart enough.
I hope my post doesn’t get flagged but i understand. I’m schizophrenic by design but I think my thoughts and memories are sort of real in a sense. I had multiple past lives.
I was an amateur physicist I guess. My IQ was 133 when i was a kid. Schizophrenia ruined my life but i think I can recover. I lost about 10 iq points.