Hey guys how are you? I’ve been doing really well, but today feel disillusioned with spirituality I’ve so much been delving into. I love the topic but sometimes I need a break…
I have a radio in my head. Lately the concept of it has faded because the 4mg risperidone is working. But tonight I had a BREAKTHROUGH! I FINALLY located where the radio is in my brain!
I originally thought it was in back of brain (or the front, i don’t remember) but no, it’s in the right temporal lobe. The right side of brain is musical side and temporal lobe is where memories are made. My memories of songs triggered by radio and it’s played into my thoughts.
Now the location is found maybe they can operate on me to take it out… but otherwise risperidone can dull it. Risperidone is chemical, and the radio?.. I think it’s metal. Can chemicals erode metal away? Is risperidone acidic? And if radio eroding away, why is there still music playing into my thoughts? That means the radio is still there…
There it is - evidence that the radio still exists; I still have one there and I guess I always will. Call it a “bizarre” delusion but it’s real to me. Im the one with the radio evidence, so I know better! With risperidone I don’t think of it much. But it is there.
A microscopic brain lesion cases me to become paralyzed on one side, my face sagged, and my thinking ability and memory both went to s**t. Trust me, you’d have problems
Ok, so the radio isn’t metal then. I concluded it’s made of same substance as the evil spirit (jinn) in my head (called Alien) - smokeless fire.
Alien came to live in my head when I was 13 and brought radio with him, came through my right ear and put radio in temporal lobe and he went to live in frontal lobe. God allowed him and the radio to be there to test me.
If radio wasn’t fire but metal or silicon, it would have been impossible to take it up through my ear. So radio made of spiritual substance of fire. No wonder it agitates me!!
It’s fire but fire exists and so the radio exists and it’s real. Spirit world is real so radio real.
That just means you’re experiencing breakthrough positive symptoms. It doesn’t mean there is a radio. There is not, there is nothing for doctors to remove, only treat with medication and therapy. There is no possible surgical intervention here, sorry. Best to discuss this with your treatment team ASAP.
temporal lobes are the spiritual things of the brain yes… and can cause hallucinations…have you ever looked up temporal lobe epilepsy ? they thought i had it years ago.
Despite this though it does not mean anything is in your temporal lobes.
What we think is what we believe and what we believe is what we understand and what we understand is what we feel it’s true and what we feel true we react.
You know it’s unusual belief that a huge step just to catch these thoughts
(aka Hadeda)