U sound like my roommate we use to be best friends till one day me and him went to a party we both got blacked out drunk I gave my phone to someone and forgot it he stole it we tried to go there with knives and I was trying to get my other friend who lives in same building but different apartment to comes with us we were so drunk that half way there we thought he’s the one who stole it and started to point knives at him went to a gas station almost did the same went to other random ppl did the same almost broke into the guy home who stole my phone cuz he wasn’t coming to the door and the next day the guy who we first pointed knives to confronted us and he became toxic and blamed me for everything even though I was going to do this on my own but he came along and yeah one thing led to another called me autistic to all my other roommates and we almost got into a fight and that was it… I’m super lucky and don’t k ow how I didn’t end up in a jail cell for flashing knives at ppl