“It’s not you, it’s me” Well, this has been quite a ride and a joyful experience for the most part.
But it has become a very toxic environment for me, for all sorts of reasons, that I won’t go into detail about.
I’m focusing on becoming functional and being here, as a member and as a moderator. really takes a toll on the time I have to take care of myself, in physical matters and psychologically speaking.
I feel guilty for leaving certain folks stranded, they count on me for helping them, and for those I’m sorry, but it’s time to take care of myself, and to put myself as the priority in my life.
Most of you have been very good friends, and I very much appreciate your presence in the world, even if you don’t feel like you belong anywhere, you belong in my heart
So, I didn’t ask to have my account suspended, as I intend to come here and check up on you guys from time to time, but I’ll take this out of my bookmarks to not be tempted to join every time I wake up lol
Thank you very much for everything, and hope you can remember that recovery starts with each step we take towards it, it’s a decision to make and hopefully we can all become more serious about it, and live fulfilled and happy lives. We can do it!
I’ve only just gotten involved and I’m really going to miss you. I really hope the best for you, and if this is what you need then so be it. Keep yourself safe and do right by you. You’ve given me great advice.
ok, gosh, take care Minnie, you are right, we all here need some pause from time to time. thanks personnaly for your support, I think I made already some progress. lots of kisses and hugs!