What are yall up to? I’m watching some youtube videos, also browsing 4chan and reddit. Bored beyond belief. Bored beyond belief, might sleep soon, I have a dentist apt tomorrow, really scared…
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I’m with you, bored out of my mind I’m too lonely to sleep
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I hear that, I think I don’t even noticed it until you bought it up, lol : p. I feel dead inside honestly.
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Yep loneliness and boredom, of course they always happen tonight, at least someone’s active on the forum right now, lol
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Why do you feel dead inside?
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Yeah those are a perfect ingredients for a sleepless and thoughtful night. Yeah, didn’t think my thread would get anyone honestly… Well, i guess i been feeling this way for a while, im not dead inside as much as im null and numb. What are you up to, besides being on the forum////
Sorry to jump in, but @Waffles I feel you on feeling bored. Sucks to be bored on top of negative symptoms. What are you supposed to do when you’re bored? I haven’t quite figured that one out yet.
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Don’t be sorry my friend, we would love to have you here : D. Yeah, wanna know something? G*d honest truth i haven’t showered in a week, nor brushed my teeth, so i endlessly try to find something new to watch or else i get horrible anxiety, what about you? How have your negative symptoms been? if you don’t mind me asking of course.
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Oh, they haven’t been good at all. Kinda same here, haven’t showered in a few days. And I try to watch youtube to pass the time. I have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow, which is giving me anxiety. I saw your post and I could relate heavily.
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What’s causing you to be scared of the dentist?
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Aww man, that must be rough in all honesty. I feel you, man, same here. What causing the anxiety? Is it your primary care and not a psychiatrist? I hope it goes well homie!
Well, i haven’t been to one in 2 years so im due plus these negatives really made it hard to brush my teeth.
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It’s one a.m. here and I just got up for the day. I slept five hours. I empathize with y’all, it doesn’t sound like you’re doing well but I am fine. It seems nobody can counsel me but me.
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Oh man, you workin night shifts, if you don’t mind me asking? I’m glad you alright there bud. We’re just taking it day by day…
Yeah, It’s just my primary care doctor. I feel like my regular doctor and the whole office passes judgment on me for being schizophrenic. Half of it is probably in my head plus the self stigmatization. But no, it’s real, and it sucks. I know they are judging me for something I didn’t chose to have.
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I don’t have a job, I just be struggle through each day and try to benefit people in some way by being as well as I can.
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I might have to find a new primary care doctor, cause this office knew me early on in my prodome, and now it’s just embarrassing cause they get to see me at such a low state.
I wish there was something I could do for y’all. Just wait it out is my advice and I’ll do the same.
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Or maybe I need to get over myself… Self stigma is a b*tch.
Oh ok, i understand bud, i know i hate going to my psychs office because nothing seems to work and i feel like they given up on me. It’s us but it’s not our fault rather something we have no control over.
and that’s valid, don’t ever think that your a liar to yourself. I hope one day everything goes well for you. So quick question how do you get your meds? Does the primary prescribe them? Sorry for asking so many questions, i just want to get to know you since we seem to really vibe. I think you should go for it man. It might be embarrassing but i think once you get a right combo you might feel better. But i do understand im treatment resistant too, and the docs are about to give up on me and give me the “use your coping skills” Bull sh*t
@Jinx I’m sorry to hear that Jinx, i know it must be hard. Do you have disability or some sort of income? How are you tonight? I feel like you are a little down, I hope you feel better if your not already.
Yesterday I practiced guitar and mandolin an hour and got out for two walks. I let myself be at about seven p.m. and went to sleep, it was enough.
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