I took a nap thinking itd hepp me reset. I just dreamt i went absolutely out of my.mind and like i was on osychdelics and ran away, then my family found me, and i was in their home drooling and hallucinating. I thought in my dream that my life as i remembered it never happened and i woke up not sure whats going on again. Im really confused and i want to run away. I probably would if i didnt have animals depending on me. I havent done any drugs but i feel like i have.
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Those dreams are rough. I’ve had dreams like that before
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Im not even sure if it was a dream or what
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It sounds like a dream so that’s most likely what it was
I feel like reality is just shattered. Idk. I dont know where my.mind ends and the world begins. Everything feels boundless. I dont like it. I cant stand it.
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I need to get away but i have no choice. I cant take the animals with me. If i had a car i would. But you cant exactly ride the bus with 2 dogs and a cat.
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I dont trust anyone. I dont know what they can do. I can only post here about this because its anonymous but it still feels risky.
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Maybe its a simulation. My life before today. Maybe my dreams are priminisions or however you spell it and one day i will tied to a chair drooling and everythijg being colorful fractals
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Maybe im ■■■■■■. Im completely ■■■■■■. Why is this happening
I think your meds aren’t helping you enough. You might also benefit from therapy. Can you see your pdoc soon? Can you see a therapist soon?
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I see my therapist tomorrow but she doesnt help with this stuff. She just reads me things about cbt and assigns me homework. I see my new pdoc on monday
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I reached out to my partner even though i dont know if i can trust him and hes buying me food. Love him
Good luck with your docs. A bad dream is what sent me to a councilor to begin with. I woke up upset and shaking. I think you should insist on discussing your dream with your docs.
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I have really intense vivid dreams that can conpletely alter the way i see things. Its strange. Right now my dreams feel more alive than i do
Can you get a new therapist?
I probably should yeah
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Yeah. You need someone who helps you
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She was helping a lot before i started getting psychosis again
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