I personally do believe in karma and the law of attraction. But I don’t think my mental illness is from my wrongdoings, and I don’t think me putting out more good energy is going to make it go away.
I’m not saying my illness or mental illness is a good thing, but it has its blessings. I’m a lot more humble and compassionate now than I was before I started becoming symptomatic, which I view as a blessing.
I’ve been working on trying to find one positive in every bad situation, and that is my one for my illness.
When I read the Celestine prophecy it made me really worked up and I worried so much so I was tense all the time worrying about energies etc etc
I rather step back and have a more relaxed approach and view in my spirituality.
Admittedly my prayers felt more sincere and precious when I was a Muslim than they do now that I am not a member of any religion.
I still pray but I do not want to believe my god would be so unforgiving and cruel n nasty to have hell specially not for ever.
I do not want to think of karma and such things.
I just finished reading Deepak chopras seven spiritual laws to success which is a good book.
I try to improve my person inside and out.
I’m not keen on guilt and blame in bad ways in my opinion.
I do not believe in blaming someone unwell for being unwell.
Several religions seem to do this which might make the other people nasty n blame the unwell person because if they had not done bad or if they prayed enough or were good enough they would be well.
I was very good and innocent and still suffered.
I was very attracted to a man at my boyfriends bbq about two years ago.
Our eyes met and we got contact and attraction to each other and my eyes do not usually connect.
My eyes do not even connect with my boyfriend.
This man and I seemed to get along beautifully too.
Our spirits were talking and joking and laughing and we seemed so close so it was not just physical and I do not laugh with people often I don’t think and my boyfriend and I do not have the same sense of humour.
My boyfriend is a great man and partner but totally different than this was.
I hope I get living attraction eye contact connection again.
Bad things happen to good people. Good things happen to bad people.
How does karma explain that?
Besides, if a person lives to be 40 years old and has done many good things and many bad things in life, how is karma going to pick what to punish them for and what to reward him for?
Karma is a good concept but I don’t believe it as a physical law of the universe that has to work. Too many inconsistencies with the whole concept.
I view my illness as a blessing. I’m 10 times more resilient than I ever was even though I achieve 10% of what I used to. Good trade off in my opinion.