i woke up early this morning
look at the mirror who the ■■■■
starring at me.go to hell i yelled
i forgot my name but i keep on talkin to my self
couldn’t understand what i am saying
two soul one body hard to figure it out…
my soul says it not good to live in this world…
world filled with so much sinners…haters…fakers…cheaters…assassin…betrayer…
we are just a son of jesus having compassion in others life.we do good at others…
dont leave us ALONE in this hell .
can i ask u dont u have place for our soul in ur home jesus…???
i am single but my soul is double…dont u notice that…???
i am sick and tired of this play .and i am not the hero…
take me to ur place hug me love me kiss me …
i am ur son only sun under this earth…
i am at the deathbed …about to close my eyes…
i heard the lord jesus calling me(baby come to my lap) i am feeling happy…
gud bye to all…
do good be gud …i will see u …
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When was the last time you saw your pdoc?
i haven’t but soon i might see a pdoc. life so miserable…
Contact him/her asap. With the weekend coming. You’re best to get seen to before rather then suffer through the weekend alone.
@Dreamscape thank u brah may be next week.
If it get worse before you can see your pdoc. The ER or just a general practitioner ( ie family doctor) can be used as a temporary situation.
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brah i so skeptical and scared of medication which i must have till my lifetime…i am not married no friends lonely isolated… trying for alternate no result still want to try Indian Ayurvedic medicine… what do u say… can we do job or progress if i have sz… coz my negative symptoms is at terribly high positioned…what to expect from this life… can enjoy life with medication??? and at last i am not from us other European country basically i am from nepal(asia) and here having mental illness is sign of being mad or insane so people avoid goin to see pdoc same as to me i fear how can i enjoy life under medication life time…thanks
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Think about seeing a tdoc at least when you’re better. You gain valuable coping skills that way. Ideally the meds and therapy go hand in hand but you can do one without the other.
I should by you a drink for this
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he calls me too…
" hello dark sith are you there, i want to talk…"
" hello it’s jesus…hello "
" pick up your bloody phone ! "
" dark sith you are so rude ! " 
take care 
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I feel sorry for Nepal and what you are going thru. you will find a way stay on medication its just like an aspirin take it your brain can be sick too, don’t doubt it. only pay attention to whats real, not what your other five ‘senses’ say and you will be allright
