But damn, this is tough. And it’s not even mental health stuff.
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I credit @everhopeful who I realize I’m abnormally “fond of”. He was scared before world leaders were, I want to say.
I’m hurting so badly that’s probably why I’m being so touchy feely. Likewise I am not exactly sure if I’m going to recover either… being male, being “not so young anymore”, being a 20 year smoker, etc.
I had a rip roaring fight with my kid brother who I’ve consistently sung praises for. I’m dying financially… I can’t stop “making choices” which isn’t a successful type thing usually… just overall blatantly suffering.
But Nick, back to you, what is worse than today’s global issues? (I understand if you aren’t wanting to say, but you have me wondering.)
IDK. I just feel I’m still exactly the same 13 year old kid with long hair and glasses and no self-esteem or confidence being picked on mercilessly by “friends”. It’s like all the sh*t that’s happen to me since then, both bad and good never happened.
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For what it’s worth I’ve always admired your humility, @77nick77.
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I know about global issues, but if I can’t be a self-respecting member of this globe what’s the point of trying?
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I’m not sure what you’re saying, are you extremely depressed? I may not have what it takes to lift you up, as I’m currently basking in some awfulness myself. But hey maybe we can chat on…
That’s a pretty harsh view of the world. 
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