And as the forum software won’t let me abandon posts I’m going to let you all know ! 
I left the house and went over to my brother’s place. We watched a dvd over the weekend. I had to pause it at intervals to take a break due to concentration issues but got through it just fine.
My camera arrived. It’s going to take me a month to figure it out. But it’s kind of forced my thinking out of my head and onto the real world around me. I keep thinking “what would make a nice photograph”. 
instead of “what’s going on inside my head”
And I’m generally in good spirits.
So good days happen.
