And actually, what I’ve found out, that I am not alone suffering.
Though, there are some things which still makes me wonder, whether it’s SZ or something else.
I love the fact that people here are supportive. Atleast most people here.
Sometimes I was annoying and reapeated some stuff again and again, and some people were simply… still replying and trying to help. I am very grateful for it.
Last weeks I have not the best insight, though, I take meds and feel good, but I still cannot understand what’s wrong with me. Like, am I really ill? I ask myself that.
And during the worst moments (like, several days ago I was showering and hear terribly rude words coming from a shower with no possibility it was something external) I do understand I am ill. I mean, sometimes I get this is truly something purely connected to mental, pscyhotic stuff what I have.
So, honestly, even though my SZ form is probably very mild, I still find this community very relatable. Honestly, I had some moments of breakdowns and people were helping. Also, very relatable stuff about pscyhosis and I got many great advices.
I WANT TO SAY THANKS TO YOU ALL.