How long are you clean?
Since January of 1990. 32 years.
Fair play to ye. No mean feat.Too many don’t make it.
Thanks. I know how lucky I am.
No. They just played in my head like a scene out of a movie. I had no proper memory to go with it. So, you can say it was suspicious.
So you perceived yourself in the third person?
Mine explain 100% inconstitencies in people’s behaviour I used to scratch my head over in the past but one of them’s too unbelievable to me. That’s why I think they are both false.
One couldn’t have happened without the other.
Ain’t experience wonderful though? Wisdom I find is the greatest reward for our private little wars.
Wisdom isn’t helping me now.
How so? Your illness?
I seem to be running afoul of everyone. I’m going backwards instead of forwards.
My life improved by Meds, by 20mg of Aripiprazole.
Just bad luck, timing and such?
My life is vastly better on Geodon and Seroquel than it was on Haldol. They use Haldol to torture mental patients in Russia. If they want to put me on Haldol again they’re going to have to catch me, first.
Yeah, kinda. Maybe exactly.
Do the meds not do anything for anyone else?
Different people react differently to the med’s. A med might have a dramatic effect on one person and do nothing for the next.
No, it didn’t improve. Just might have stopped from deteriorating.
I run afoul of other men all the time
But it’s about constant one upmanship and dick measuring for them
I find it very childish. Been like that most of my life. It’s boring at this stage
They all think they are the only ones that do it.
It’s hard to say as I have been taking them full time for some years now
I am very frustrated that after trials of so many meds just how horrible some can be side effect wise
Not sure if it’s just me being sensitive to them
I don’t really understand why people are so reliant on meds.
I worked while I had an hallucination of the devil trying to drag me out of houses I was working in, physically attacking me and trying to drag my soul to hell for a solid year.
I just got on with me job. No big deal.
I mean it can be hellish but so what? So can real life no?