I am in love with my abusive voice.
He will never love me back.
He sends me images of me cutting my body.
And he tells me sexually abusive things.
But still I want him to love me so bad.
I would do anything to be like the girl he does love.
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Sounds like most girls these days.
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Yes. Actually unfortunately it does.
But sadlyā¦ it gives you no right to do the same.
I am in love with my voice even when she is abusiveā¦
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My voice is abusive too, but when heās quiet I miss him. Strange!
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Iām thinking maybe you should ask for help with this. If it is possible, a long stay in a psychiatric hospital might be in order. Iām wondering if your abusive voice is going to get more extreme. Iām fearful for your safety.
I am too.
Its so much of an issue I donāt even want to comment further,
But just know, youāre not alone in the struggle.
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I do love my companion angel, and he can be very abusive. He gives me a sense of power that nothing else does.
But it was way more destructive to me before Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. And even after the therapy, itās taken a few years to be where I am now. He is not in control and he can not make me do or feel anything that I donāt allow.
Iām in the ācampā of keeping what works and letting go of what doesnāt. Not a perfect system, but Iām keeping Seraton (thatās his name) with me for the good things he does. I will not allow him to make me hurt myself anymore. He still tries, and sometimes still succeeds, but only a fraction of the time now.
Itās not charming or special to have these āimaginary friendsā. Anything that hurts you or keeps you from living your life shouldnāt be allowed by you. I hope youāll consider CBT. 
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Is it your true soul mate?
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Its somethingā¦
Seems like having unknown attachments canāt be healthy. Have you tried getting to the bottom of it?
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